{"id":297,"date":"2005-10-21T16:04:11","date_gmt":"2005-10-21T16:04:11","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-29T21:00:00","slug":"sairler-siir-vesaire","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/2005\/10\/21\/sairler-siir-vesaire\/","title":{"rendered":"\u015fairler \u015fiir vesaire.."},"content":{"rendered":"

bu blogu yazmam\u0131n birka\u00e7 nedeni var, ama \u00f6ncelikli olan\u0131 ille de sevdi\u011fim \u015fairler, \u015fiirler (“vesaireler”) hakk\u0131nda kar\u015f\u0131 konulamaz bir yazma iste\u011fim olmas\u0131 de\u011fil.<\/p>\n

asl\u0131nda, benzeri bir yaz\u0131y\u0131 bir hafta \u00f6nce yazas\u0131m vard\u0131 – Haydar Erg\u00fclen, Attila \u0130lhan’\u0131n vefat\u0131 dolay\u0131s\u0131yla Radikal’deki yaz\u0131s\u0131nda<\/a>, \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fim fakat san\u0131r\u0131m hi\u00e7 kullanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir deyim kullanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131: ezber bozan<\/b>. Ben de, bu vesileyle bir \u015feyler yazay\u0131m demi\u015ftim lakin gerek miranda july, gerekse okumakta oldu\u011fum dark tower kafam\u0131 toparlamama engel oluyordu. ha, hala miranda july var, hala dark tower okumalarday\u0131m, oras\u0131 ayr\u0131.<\/p>\n

bu ezber bozan<\/i>‘la ilgili bir yaz\u0131 yazmaya karar verir gibi olmu\u015ftum ger\u00e7i ge\u00e7en hafta. ama sonra, fikrimi de\u011fi\u015ftirip attila ilhan hakk\u0131nda yazay\u0131m demi\u015ftim, sonra bu fikir de kal\u0131c\u0131 olmam\u0131\u015f, nitekim en sonunda sevdi\u011fim \u015fairler hakk\u0131nda yazmaya karar vermi\u015ftim. e\u011fer o g\u00fcn ikinci durak olan attila ilhan hakk\u0131nda yazacak olsayd\u0131m, ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131, Tar\u0131k Turna’n\u0131n olmas\u0131 laz\u0131m, \u015fu dizelerle yapacakt\u0131m:<\/p>\n

\u015eairler \u00f6l\u00fcr, \u015fehirler ayakta kal\u0131r.<\/TD><\/TR><\/TABLE><\/p>\n

Bu dizeler yanl\u0131\u015f hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorsam Orhan Veli ve Ankara i\u00e7in yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama Attila \u0130lhan da \u0130stanbul demek bir bak\u0131ma (ya da \u00f6yle mi?).<\/p>\n

Neyse. Hem zaten Attila \u0130lhan’a da o derece bir d\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm yoktur. Birka\u00e7 \u015fiiriyle merhaba merhaba durumumuz vard\u0131r, ink\u00e2r da etmem. Sevdi\u011fim \u015fairleri \u015f\u00f6yle bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcneyim: Ahmet Ha\u015fim, Edip Cansever, \u015eeyh Galip ilk akl\u0131ma gelenler. ikinci turda Cemal S\u00fcreya, Turgut Uyar ve Haydar Erg\u00fclen var. Bu \u015fairlerden Edip Cansever, Haydar Erg\u00fclen ve Cemal S\u00fcreya, hayat\u0131m\u0131n belirli d\u00f6nemlerine damgalar\u0131n\u0131 vurmu\u015flard\u0131r (High Fidelity’de Rob’un plaklar\u0131n\u0131 dizerken kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0131ralama benzeri bir s\u0131rayla gelir \u015fiirlerin yerleri). <\/p>\n

Haydar Erg\u00fclen’i eXpress’te yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yaz\u0131lar\u0131ndan tan\u0131m\u0131\u015ft\u0131m yanl\u0131\u015f hat\u0131rlam\u0131yor isem (D\u00fcz Yaz\u0131: 100 Yaz\u0131)<\/i>. En vuruldu\u011fum \u015fiiri ise Adam<\/a> olmu\u015ftu. Bir de, Ankara’y\u0131 \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fimden olsa gerek, \u015eiir ile Ankara<\/a>‘y\u0131 da uzun bir s\u00fcre yan\u0131mda ta\u015f\u0131m\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, arkada\u015flara okutmak maksad\u0131yla. Kendisi, yaz\u0131lar\u0131ndan, \u015fiirlerinden tahmin etti\u011fim kadar\u0131 ile epey iyi bir insan ama Lina Salamandre kitab\u0131nda (Kabareden Emekli K\u0131zkarde\u015f), kapakta kendi ad\u0131n\u0131 Lina Salamandre ile ayn\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fckte yazmas\u0131 biraz k\u00f6r g\u00f6z\u00fcm parma\u011f\u0131na olmu\u015ftu (tamam, Haf\u0131z’\u0131 da biliyoruz) – bir de reklamc\u0131 (da) olu\u015fu sevimsiz gelmi\u015fti (Hulki Aktun\u00e7 da O\u011flak’tayd\u0131, de\u011fil mi?). B\u00f6yle negatiflikleri s\u0131ralay\u0131nca olmuyor tabii. Mesela Eski\u015fehirspor’a sevgisi ve vefa’ya verdi\u011fi de\u011fer i\u00e7ini \u0131s\u0131t\u0131r insan\u0131n. Gelelim bug\u00fcnk\u00fc Tozlu Yapraklar k\u00f6\u015fesine. \u00d6nce a\u015fa\u011f\u0131daki resme bir g\u00f6z at\u0131n bakal\u0131m:<\/p>\n

\"Haydar<\/center><\/p>\n

\u015eimdi bu resimde soldan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc ki\u015fi (sakall\u0131 olup da, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n orta yeri a\u00e7\u0131k g\u00f6r\u00fcnen) Haydar Erg\u00fclen. Onun Haydar Erg\u00fclen oldu\u011funu biliyorum \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc o g\u00fcn ben de oradayd\u0131m. Gelelim i\u015fin ilgin\u00e7 yan\u0131na: ben fark etmemi\u015ftim ama bir arkada\u015f\u0131m g\u00f6r\u00fcp tan\u0131m\u0131\u015ft\u0131: altyaz\u0131daki 16 Nisan’a<\/i> k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerinde duran ba\u015f\u0131 hafif sa\u011fa yat\u0131k ki\u015fi bendeniz, benim yan\u0131mdaki ye\u015fil montlu arkada\u015f ise Berac\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n ta kendisi! b\u00f6yle de tesad\u00fcfi bir foto\u011fraft\u0131r bu i\u015fte.. vard\u0131r benim b\u00f6yle tak\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131m, manyakl\u0131klar\u0131m. bir keresinde de, p\u0131nar \u00f6\u011f\u00fcn\u00e7’e bir mail atm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, \u00f6nceki bir yaz\u0131s\u0131 hakk\u0131nda, i\u015fte yaz\u0131y\u0131 hem (\u00e7ok \u00e7ok g\u00fczel bir dergi olan) -yine- Hi\u015ft!<\/b>‘de, hem de \u015fimdi ad\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir ba\u015fka dergide yay\u0131nlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama yaz\u0131 bir dergide ba\u015fl\u0131kl\u0131, di\u011ferinde ise “ba\u015fl\u0131ks\u0131z” ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ile \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131, benim ilgili mail’de de bu bilgiye yer verildikten sonra, “sak\u0131n yanl\u0131\u015f anlama, tak\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131 bir hayran de\u011filim” deyi\u015fim akl\u0131ma geldi de.. me\u011ferse, evde b\u00f6yle \u015fair\/yazar bebeklerim, shrine’lar\u0131m filan varm\u0131\u015f.. 8) p\u0131nar \u00f6\u011f\u00fcn\u00e7’\u00fc de \u00e7ok severim, bu da<\/a> okudu\u011fum ilk yaz\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131, nefis bir yaz\u0131d\u0131r..<\/p>\n

eveeet, i\u015fte b\u00f6ylelikle hem bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n sonuna gelmi\u015f oluyoruz, hem de eninde sonunda ger\u00e7ekle\u015fecek olan bir olay\u0131 yapm\u0131\u015f oluyoruz: Miranda July’l\u0131 giri\u015f, bu mesajdan sonra 5. mesaj oldu\u011fundan, art\u0131k siteyi a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda kar\u015f\u0131mda olmayacak.. [CEBRA\u0130L – TURUNCU EL\u00c7\u0130 \/ KURTAR B\u0130Z\u0130!]<\/a><\/p>\n

\"ger\u00e7ek<\/center><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

bu blogu yazmam\u0131n birka\u00e7 nedeni var, ama \u00f6ncelikli olan\u0131 ille de sevdi\u011fim \u015fairler, \u015fiirler (“vesaireler”) hakk\u0131nda kar\u015f\u0131 konulamaz bir yazma iste\u011fim olmas\u0131 de\u011fil. asl\u0131nda, benzeri bir yaz\u0131y\u0131 bir hafta \u00f6nce yazas\u0131m vard\u0131 – Haydar Erg\u00fclen, Attila \u0130lhan’\u0131n vefat\u0131 dolay\u0131s\u0131yla Radikal’deki yaz\u0131s\u0131nda, \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fim fakat san\u0131r\u0131m hi\u00e7 kullanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir deyim kullanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131: ezber bozan. Ben de, bu … Okumaya devam et “\u015fairler \u015fiir vesaire..”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[4,13],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/297"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=297"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/297\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=297"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=297"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=297"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}