Sonunda Eda’bi Mektuplar’\u0131 bast\u0131rmaya (ya da, daha do\u011frusunu s\u00f6ylemek gerekirse: bast\u0131rtmak i\u00e7in te\u015febb\u00fcste bulunmaya<\/i>) karar verdim. 1995-98 y\u0131llar\u0131 aras\u0131nda ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015f f\u0131rt\u0131na kay\u0131tlar\u0131. Bir s\u00fcredir derleyip toparl\u0131yorum kar\u0131nca karar\u0131nca. Bunu da s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcrken buldum:<\/p>\n
| <\/p>\n Yurtd\u0131\u015f\u0131nda tek ki\u015filik bir odadas\u0131n. Yaln\u0131zs\u0131n. Yine yaln\u0131zs\u0131n. Sigaran, tek ki\u015filik odanda masan\u0131n \u00fczerindeki dolu bir k\u00fcl tablas\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde duman\u0131n\u0131 t\u00fctt\u00fcr\u00fcyor. Kitaplar\u0131n da orada, masan\u0131n \u00fczerinde. Pencerenin \u00f6n\u00fcndesin. Duvardaki saat sabah\u0131n be\u015fi. Ellerinden biri \u00e7enenin alt\u0131nda, d\u0131\u015far\u0131s\u0131 bombo\u015f sokaklar. Kahve olsa i\u00e7erdin ama yapmaya \u00fc\u015feniyorsun. \u00dcstelik yurtd\u0131\u015f\u0131nda bir odada oldu\u011fun filan da yok. \u0130nsanlardan ka\u00e7t\u0131n, ba\u015fka bir \u015fehirde bir oda tuttun, alakas\u0131z bir i\u015fe girdin. Kimsenin seni bulamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bile bile gelmelerini bekledin. Yaln\u0131zs\u0131n. \u015eimdi sigara parmaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda, birazdan i\u00e7ersin.<\/p>\n 24.6.97 \/ Sal\u0131.<\/p><\/div>\n <\/TD><\/TR><\/TABLE><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Sonunda Eda’bi Mektuplar’\u0131 bast\u0131rmaya (ya da, daha do\u011frusunu s\u00f6ylemek gerekirse: bast\u0131rtmak i\u00e7in te\u015febb\u00fcste bulunmaya) karar verdim. 1995-98 y\u0131llar\u0131 aras\u0131nda ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015f f\u0131rt\u0131na kay\u0131tlar\u0131. Bir s\u00fcredir derleyip toparl\u0131yorum kar\u0131nca karar\u0131nca. Bunu da s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcrken buldum: Yurtd\u0131\u015f\u0131nda tek ki\u015filik bir odadas\u0131n. Yaln\u0131zs\u0131n. Yine yaln\u0131zs\u0131n. Sigaran, tek ki\u015filik odanda masan\u0131n \u00fczerindeki dolu bir k\u00fcl tablas\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde duman\u0131n\u0131 t\u00fctt\u00fcr\u00fcyor. Kitaplar\u0131n da … Okumaya devam et “Eda’bi Mektuplar”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[9],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3599"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3599"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3599\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3599"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3599"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3599"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}} |