{"id":3940,"date":"2009-11-13T23:20:55","date_gmt":"2009-11-13T23:20:55","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-29T21:00:00","slug":"seni-sordum-yalnizlara-seni-sordum-yildizlara-yok-dediler","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/2009\/11\/13\/seni-sordum-yalnizlara-seni-sordum-yildizlara-yok-dediler\/","title":{"rendered":"seni sordum yaln\u0131zlara, seni sordum y\u0131ld\u0131zlara, yok dediler"},"content":{"rendered":"

ya da son bir bu\u00e7uk saatimi ne \u015fekilde ge\u00e7irdi\u011fime dair blog giri\u015fidir.<\/p>\n

<\/em>Efendim, akl\u0131mda hep \u015f\u00f6yle bir replik vard\u0131:<\/p>\n

“Seni hi\u00e7 affetmeyece\u011fim. Asla unutmayaca\u011f\u0131m. Unuttu\u011fumu s\u00f6ylesem de, hat\u0131rlam\u0131yormu\u015fum gibi davransam da, hi\u00e7bir zaman unutmayaca\u011f\u0131m, hi\u00e7bir zaman affetmeyece\u011fim…”<\/p>\n

Favori vecizelerimden olan Hell hath no fury l\u0131ke a woman scorned<\/em> ile birlikte m\u00fcthi\u015f bir ikili olu\u015fturan bu yukar\u0131da al\u0131nt\u0131lad\u0131\u011f\u0131m duygu patlamas\u0131n\u0131 nereden bildi\u011fimi ara\u015ft\u0131rmaya koyulmu\u015ftum da (ontolojik sorunsal), i\u015fte oralarda yedim bitirdim 1.5 saati (yazmas\u0131 kolay). Bu arada, paragraf\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131ndaki al\u0131nt\u0131n\u0131n da Shakespeare’den de\u011fil de, Heaven has no rage like love to hatred turned\/ Nor hell a fury like a woman scorned.<\/em> \u015fekliyle William Congreve’e ait oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011freneli de herhalde bir iki sene olmu\u015ftur, yeri gelmi\u015fken belirteyim.<\/p>\n

Neyse, \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k Google seferimize, filmler aras\u0131nda gezinedurduk, bulamad\u0131k. Bir ara R\u00fczgar Gibi Ge\u00e7ti’den heveslendik, bo\u015f \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Harcayacak vakti olanlar, google’da “I’ll never forg\u0131ve you”yu “movie”, “quote” ve daha ba\u015fka \u00e7e\u015fit ye\u015filliklerle s\u00fcsleyerek aratabilirler. <\/p>\n

Sonra akl\u0131ma bir “acaba?” d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Bu sefer “I will never forgive you” yaz\u0131p, yan\u0131na da Iris Murdoch’c\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 ili\u015ftirdim ve voila! \u0130lk olarak The Sea, The Sea yakaland\u0131ysa da radara, biraz rafiney\u015f\u0131n ile m\u00fcsebbip bulundu efendim – The Sea x2 ile birlikte favori kitaplar\u0131mdan olan The Black Prince (bunu da okuyal\u0131 9 sene olmu\u015f, yaz bunlar\u0131 sen Sururi Efendi!)<\/p>\n

‘I shall never forgive him. Be my witness now. I shall never forgive him. Never, never, never. Not if he were to kneel at my feet for twenty years. A woman does not forgive this ever. She won’t save a man at the end. If he were drowning, I’d watch.<\/p>\n

(…)<\/p>\n

‘And I won’t forgive you either for having seen me like this with my face bruised to pieces and heard me talk horridly like this. I’ll smile at you again but I won’t forgive you in my heart.’<\/p>\n

\nDaha evvel de s\u00f6ylendi\u011fi \u00fczere, Cehennemde bile hor g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f bir kad\u0131n\u0131n gazab\u0131na benzer bir gazap yoktur, ladies and gentlemen! And Dame Murdoch, at her best! Bravo! Bravo! (If you’re scorned and you know it, clap your hands!)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

ya da son bir bu\u00e7uk saatimi ne \u015fekilde ge\u00e7irdi\u011fime dair blog giri\u015fidir. Efendim, akl\u0131mda hep \u015f\u00f6yle bir replik vard\u0131: “Seni hi\u00e7 affetmeyece\u011fim. Asla unutmayaca\u011f\u0131m. Unuttu\u011fumu s\u00f6ylesem de, hat\u0131rlam\u0131yormu\u015fum gibi davransam da, hi\u00e7bir zaman unutmayaca\u011f\u0131m, hi\u00e7bir zaman affetmeyece\u011fim…” Favori vecizelerimden olan Hell hath no fury l\u0131ke a woman scorned ile birlikte m\u00fcthi\u015f bir ikili olu\u015fturan bu … Okumaya devam et “seni sordum yaln\u0131zlara, seni sordum y\u0131ld\u0131zlara, yok dediler”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[10,13],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3940"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3940"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3940\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3940"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3940"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3940"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}