{"id":4487,"date":"2011-01-12T22:11:32","date_gmt":"2011-01-12T22:11:32","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-29T21:00:00","slug":"bilsen-oyle-yorgunum-ki-yalniz-alnimi-ortuyor-uyku","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/2011\/01\/12\/bilsen-oyle-yorgunum-ki-yalniz-alnimi-ortuyor-uyku\/","title":{"rendered":"bilsen \u00f6yle yorgunum ki \/ yaln\u0131z aln\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6rt\u00fcyor uyku"},"content":{"rendered":"

(CS, \u00c7ay Bah\u00e7esi’nden detay)<\/em><\/p>\n

Bu ak\u015fam \u00e7ok yorgunum, az \u00e7ok biliyorum niye, ko\u015ftur\/\u00e7al\u0131\u015f\/k\u0131zg\u0131n g\u00fcne\u015f alt\u0131nda ta\u015f k\u0131r (kanunla \u00e7arp\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, kanun galip geldi). Hava \u00e7ok s\u0131cakt\u0131, g\u00fcnler uzuyor. Bilbao’da g\u00fcn do\u011fumu ve g\u00fcn bat\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7ok g\u00fczel bir renk al\u0131yor g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc, ilk geldi\u011fimde g\u00fcn do\u011fumlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm, bu aralar g\u00fcn bat\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum. Ay\u0131n 24’\u00fcnde \u0130spanyolca kurslar\u0131na ba\u015flayaca\u011f\u0131m, bir ara da bedelli askerlik i\u00e7in u\u011fra\u015fmaya ba\u015flamam gerekiyor.<\/p>\n

Manyetik uzay gruplar\u0131yla u\u011fra\u015f\u0131yorum bu aralar, \u00f6yle b\u00f6yle de\u011fil say\u0131n seyirciler, tam 1651 tane (as opposed to the 230 (spatial) space groups). Burada grup teori ve simetri \u00fczerine \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum, Bilbao Kristallografi Sunucusu<\/a>‘nda. Ortam g\u00fczel, programlar(lar) yaz\u0131yorum, canavar bilgisayarlarla u\u011fra\u015f\u0131yorum, bir i\u015fi yapman\u0131n de\u011fi\u015fik yollar\u0131n\u0131 ke\u015ffediyorum. Tavan\u0131, zemini, duvarlar\u0131 boydan boya aynayla kapl\u0131 bir odaya girdi\u011finizi ve u\u00e7abildi\u011finizi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn, ben i\u015fte ortaya \u00e7\u0131kacak olas\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fclerin ne olaca\u011f\u0131 \u00fczerine d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmekteyim genel olarak. Odan\u0131n \u015fekli de\u011fi\u015fir, sizin yeriniz de\u011fi\u015fir, sihirli aynalar \u00e7\u0131kar kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc ters, kimi de mavi \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r, kimi az \u00f6teler, b\u00f6yle bir \u015feyler. Dikkatle inceleyince malzemeler de bizden \u00e7ok farkl\u0131 de\u011fil (skip a life completely, stuff it in a cup. she said money is like us in time, it lies but can’t stand up, down for you is up).<\/p>\n

Haz\u0131r bilgisayar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda yorgun arg\u0131n beklerken, bir \u015feyler yazay\u0131m dedim, onu da pek beceremedim (san\u0131r\u0131m). Bir tane s\u00fcper kahraman projem var, s\u00fcper kahraman oldu\u011funu bilmeyen biri hakk\u0131nda, kald\u0131 ki s\u00fcper g\u00fcc\u00fc gelmi\u015f ge\u00e7mi\u015f en b\u00fcy\u00fck g\u00fc\u00e7, zira y\u00fcrekten diledi\u011fi her \u015fey oluyor ama o bunu bilmedi\u011finden ve bu g\u00fcc\u00fc sonradan edindi\u011finden hayat\u0131 \u00e7ok da de\u011fi\u015fmiyor, en az\u0131ndan kendi ya\u011f\u0131nda kavrulup gidiyor, bir de biraz kaderci, o y\u00fczden pek undo da dilemiyor ba\u015f\u0131na az biraz k\u00f6t\u00fc bir \u015fey geldi\u011finde. Zaten belki de bu \u00f6ylesine \u00f6zel bir s\u00fcper g\u00fc\u00e7t\u00fcr ki, ki\u015fi biraz fark\u0131na var\u0131r gibi oldu\u011funda u\u00e7ar bir ba\u015fkas\u0131na konar, onun ke\u015ffedilmedik s\u00fcper g\u00fcc\u00fc olur, evet belki de b\u00f6yledir.<\/p>\n

Netice itibar\u0131 ile ey k\u00e2ri, <\/p>\n

\u00c7i\u00e7ekleri sulasan, kurumu\u015f yapraklar\u0131 kessen
\nS\u00f6zgelimi t\u0131rnaklar\u0131n\u0131 yemesen
\nAk\u015famlar\u0131 erken yatsan iyi olur.<\/em><\/p>\n

(EC, ‘\u00c7i\u00e7ekleri Sulasan’ detay)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(CS, \u00c7ay Bah\u00e7esi’nden detay) Bu ak\u015fam \u00e7ok yorgunum, az \u00e7ok biliyorum niye, ko\u015ftur\/\u00e7al\u0131\u015f\/k\u0131zg\u0131n g\u00fcne\u015f alt\u0131nda ta\u015f k\u0131r (kanunla \u00e7arp\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, kanun galip geldi). Hava \u00e7ok s\u0131cakt\u0131, g\u00fcnler uzuyor. Bilbao’da g\u00fcn do\u011fumu ve g\u00fcn bat\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7ok g\u00fczel bir renk al\u0131yor g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc, ilk geldi\u011fimde g\u00fcn do\u011fumlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm, bu aralar g\u00fcn bat\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum. Ay\u0131n 24’\u00fcnde \u0130spanyolca kurslar\u0131na ba\u015flayaca\u011f\u0131m, bir … Okumaya devam et “bilsen \u00f6yle yorgunum ki \/ yaln\u0131z aln\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6rt\u00fcyor uyku”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4487"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4487"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4487\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4487"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4487"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4487"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}