{"id":5039,"date":"2011-10-16T16:29:40","date_gmt":"2011-10-16T16:29:40","guid":{"rendered":""},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-29T21:00:00","slug":"gupta-ya-da-sorunlu-bir-beyin-nasil-calisir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/2011\/10\/16\/gupta-ya-da-sorunlu-bir-beyin-nasil-calisir\/","title":{"rendered":"gupta ya da sorunlu bir beyin nas\u0131l \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r"},"content":{"rendered":"

D\u00fcn, Eki’nin tweet’inden “\u00c7arp\u0131k Kadraj<\/a>” ad\u0131ndaki \u00e7ok g\u00fczel bir sinema\/TV blogundan haberim oldu. Bir ondan bir de “bir yerlerden” tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm sevgili Bahar’\u0131n, ondan ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131z olarak bulup hayran\u0131 oldu\u011fum  “D\u00fcnyevi Zevkler<\/a>” ve “G\u00fczelonlu<\/a>” bloglar\u0131 \u00fczerine (daha do\u011frusu bu bloglar\u0131n bende yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 duygular \u00fczerine) yazmak istiyordum i\u015fbu giri\u015fte. Ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 da \u00f6nce “K\u0131skand\u0131klar\u0131m” koyacakt\u0131m – bir T\u00fcrk sanat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n (Murathan Mungan ya da Ferzan \u00d6zpetek diye akl\u0131mda kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, d\u00fcn kontrol ettim, de\u011filmi\u015f) blogunun ba\u011flant\u0131lar k\u0131sm\u0131ndayd\u0131, sonra “durup dururken niye olumsuz anlamlara da kap\u0131 a\u00e7ay\u0131m?” deyip, ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 “G\u0131pta ettiklerim…” diye de\u011fi\u015ftirmeye karar verdim. “G\u0131pta” s\u00f6zc\u00fc\u011f\u00fc de bu sefer “Gupta” ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131 ve o da bana vaktiyle, TUDelft’teki Hintli bir arkada\u015f\u0131n piri olarak benimsedi\u011fi bir Hint tanr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n v\u00fccut buldu\u011fu hali oldu\u011funa inand\u0131\u011f\u0131 Shri Nathji’yi. Shri Nathji’nin bir dans kayd\u0131 vard\u0131r – bizim d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce tarz\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in belki de g\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00e7\/abs\u00fcrd olan bu dans (ve bu zat) beni \u00f6\u011fretisi yolunda de\u011fil fakat insan\u0131n farkl\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerin ay\u0131rd\u0131na varmas\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131ndan etkilemi\u015ftir (sonu\u00e7ta tek dile\u011finin sevgi (bar\u0131\u015f) oldu\u011fu bir insan\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00e7 bulmak yak\u0131\u015f\u0131k almaz, almamal\u0131d\u0131r). Neyse, bunlar\u0131 niye yaz\u0131yorum: yakla\u015f\u0131k son bir saattir, i\u015fte bu bahsetti\u011fim Shri Bhola Natji’nin ad\u0131n\u0131 aramaktayd\u0131m. E\u011fer ki bir g\u00fcn bug\u00fcn kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131m Google arama s\u00f6zc\u00fckleri kay\u0131tlara d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrse, bilin ki i\u015fte sebebi budur. Sonunda google’da de\u011fil ama 2008 y\u0131l\u0131nda bu arkada\u015f\u0131n bana yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 mailde bulup bu sefer de rahatlad\u0131m (geleneksel olarak her y\u0131l bir defa ilgili dans akl\u0131ma gelir, seyretmek isterim ve b\u00fct\u00fcn bu s\u00fcreci ba\u015ftan ya\u015far\u0131m, o y\u00fczden istedim ki bunu bloga not d\u00fc\u015feyim, nas\u0131l olsa her defas\u0131nda aramalar\u0131ma blogun veritaban\u0131ndaki mesajlardan ba\u015fl\u0131yorum). Art\u0131k yan bilgi olarak verdi\u011fim bu konuya iyice dald\u0131m, alakas\u0131zla\u015ft\u0131, biliyorum ama, olay\u0131n tarih\u00e7esini de vereyim de, sonradan bir kar\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131k olmas\u0131n: Hollanda’dayken, ofisimizi bu Hintli arkada\u015fla ve 10 di\u011fer ara\u015ft\u0131rmac\u0131yla birlikte payla\u015f\u0131yorduk, bir g\u00fcn masa\u00fcst\u00fcnde bu zat\u0131n foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, kim oldu\u011funu sordum, o da bana sa\u011folsun hakk\u0131ndaki bilgileri i\u00e7eren bir mail att\u0131.<\/p>\n

Not d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp kendimin gelecekteki halini bu arama zahmetinden kurtard\u0131\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6re, gelelim as\u0131l olaya. Ne yalan s\u00f6yleyeyim, kendimi az \u00e7ok k\u00fclt\u00fcrl\u00fc, ama daha \u00f6nemlisi g\u00fczelli\u011fi fark edebilen, farkl\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lardan bakabilen ve kolayca g\u00f6r\u00fclmeyen \u015feyleri takdir edebilen biri olarak d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnegelmi\u015fli\u011fim vard\u0131r. Eskiden daha yo\u011fun, \u015fimdilerde bir \u015feyi fark etti\u011fimde ayr\u0131m\u0131na vard\u0131\u011f\u0131m s\u0131kl\u0131klarda (ki itiraf etmeliyim ki art\u0131k o kadar s\u0131k de\u011fil). B\u00f6yle yaz\u0131nca biraz hodbin( blunt?) oluyor ama zaten iki c\u00fcmle sonra y\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in bu yan\u0131lg\u0131y\u0131 o kadar dert de\u011fil 8). Belki de \u015f\u00f6yle desem biraz daha yumu\u015fak olacak: “nicedir, kendimin bir kopyas\u0131yla (10 g\u00fcn \u00f6nce ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m Fringe’de bug\u00fcn g\u00fcncel sezonu yakalam\u0131\u015f durumday\u0131m ve oradaki Kevin Corrigan -ki kendisini ilk Community’de g\u00f6r\u00fcp ho\u015flanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k- hep G\u00fcrer Beyci\u011fimi an\u0131msat\u0131p \u00f6zletiyor) kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmam halinde, onunla iyi arkada\u015f olabilece\u011fime eminim (ki \u015fimdi aray\u0131p bulamasam da, bu \u00f6zelli\u011fin mutlu bir insan i\u00e7in gerek \u015fart oldu\u011fundan vaktiyle dem vurmu\u015fumdur mutlaka: yani ki\u015finin kendisinin bir kopyas\u0131yla ge\u00e7inebilmesinin). \u0130nsan kendisiyle bu kadar \u00e7ok konu\u015funca, d\u00fcnyas\u0131 da, alg\u0131s\u0131 da yava\u015f yava\u015f, fark ettirmeden daral\u0131yor, hani \u00e7ok s\u0131\u011f bir laf ama “haddini bilmez oluyor”. Ben ahkam \u00e7orbalar\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7inde y\u00fcze duray\u0131m, sonras\u0131nda i\u015fte ba\u015fta ba\u011flant\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 verdi\u011fim bloglar gibi, hakikaten fersah fersah y\u00fcksek bir alg\u0131ya ve be\u011feniye sahip giri\u015flerle kar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131nca duruluyor. Burada, her ne kadar \u00f6yle sezinlenece\u011fi kesin olsa da, bir a\u015fa\u011f\u0131l\u0131k kompleksi yok, tama\u0131yla bir hayranl\u0131k s\u00f6zkonusu, insan\u0131 \u015fevklendiren, \u00f6zendiren bir hayranl\u0131k. Sonu\u00e7ta kendi d\u00fcnyan\u0131zda bile yaln\u0131z de\u011filsiniz (bunu s\u00f6yleyece\u011fimi hi\u00e7 sanmazd\u0131m ama: ne mutlu ki!)<\/p>\n

En \u00e7ok okudu\u011fum blog, a\u00e7\u0131k ara ile hem de, kendi blogum olsa da, o bloglar olmasa idi, bu blogdan o kadar zevk al\u0131r m\u0131yd\u0131m, oras\u0131 \u015f\u00fcpheli. (i\u015fte b\u00f6ylelikle son dakikada yine egoistli\u011fimi kurtarm\u0131\u015f oldum \ud83d\ude1b — bir de i\u015fin g\u00fczeli, ben bunlar\u0131 yazmaya haz\u0131rlan\u0131yorken, Eki bu defa da tweet’inden az evvel g\u00f6nderdi\u011fim Nurullah Ata\u00e7 giri\u015fimi payla\u015ft\u0131, Sui de \u00f6vg\u00fcde bulundu, ben de mutlu oldum 8)<\/p>\n

“Payla\u015fanlar\u0131n\u0131z \u00e7ok olsun” dileklerimle,
\no kadar da \u015fey bilmeyen, g\u00f6rmeyen ama \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr ki g\u00f6renleri\/bilenleri g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde mutlu olabilen,
\na\u011flak adam mesut bahtiyar (d\u0131r\u0131 d\u0131r\u0131 d\u0131r\u0131 d\u0131r\u0131 d\u0131r\u0131 d\u0131r\u0131 d\u0131t t\u0131, d\u0131r\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n\u0131… – taksim girer).<\/p>\n

\u00d6zetle,<\/em> \u00fc\u00e7 s\u00fcper site:<\/strong>
\n1. \u00c7arp\u0131k Kadraj<\/strong> – http:\/\/mizansen.blogspot.com<\/a>
\n2.<\/strong> D\u00fcnyevi Zevkler Bah\u00e7esi<\/strong> – http:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/<\/a>
\n3. G\u00fczelonlu<\/strong> – http:\/\/guzelonlu.tumblr.com<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

D\u00fcn, Eki’nin tweet’inden “\u00c7arp\u0131k Kadraj” ad\u0131ndaki \u00e7ok g\u00fczel bir sinema\/TV blogundan haberim oldu. Bir ondan bir de “bir yerlerden” tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm sevgili Bahar’\u0131n, ondan ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131z olarak bulup hayran\u0131 oldu\u011fum  “D\u00fcnyevi Zevkler” ve “G\u00fczelonlu” bloglar\u0131 \u00fczerine (daha do\u011frusu bu bloglar\u0131n bende yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 duygular \u00fczerine) yazmak istiyordum i\u015fbu giri\u015fte. Ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 da \u00f6nce “K\u0131skand\u0131klar\u0131m” koyacakt\u0131m – bir T\u00fcrk … Okumaya devam et “gupta ya da sorunlu bir beyin nas\u0131l \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[12,10,13],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5039"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5039"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5039\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5039"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5039"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5039"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}