:%s:\u0130stanbul:Bilbao:g<\/em><\/p>\n Sana d\u00fcn bir tepeden bakt\u0131m aziz \u0130stanbul! \u0130stanbul’u dinliyorum, g\u00f6zlerim kapal\u0131; <\/p>\n \u0130lkin Beng\u00fc’den duymu\u015ftum \u015fu “mimar f\u0131kras\u0131n\u0131”: Bir adam\u0131n eline para ge\u00e7erse gece hayat\u0131yla; \u00e7ok para ge\u00e7erse kumarla; \u00e7ok \u00e7ok para ge\u00e7erse de mimarla yermi\u015f. Haziranda Mois’ten bir mail ald\u0131m, bilimsel k\u0131s\u0131mlar\u0131 bir kenara b\u0131rak\u0131rsak, b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn b\u00fct\u00e7esinde para artm\u0131\u015f, onlar\u0131n da akl\u0131na hemen ben gelmi\u015fim 8). “Y\u0131l sonuna kadar ne zaman, ne kadarl\u0131\u011f\u0131na istersen gel!” dediler, oturup plan yapt\u0131m: Temmuzda CRYSTR2015<\/a> vard\u0131, a\u011fustosta tatil, dersler 14 Eyl\u00fcl’de ba\u015fl\u0131yordu… Hal b\u00f6yle olunca, 3-12 Eyl\u00fcl’e ayarlad\u0131m. 3’\u00fc ge\u00e7ti\u011fimiz per\u015fembe g\u00fcn\u00fcyd\u00fc (evvelsi g\u00fcn) – \u00c7e\u015fme’de Efelerle g\u00fczel bir tatil yapt\u0131ktan sonra 2’si sabah\u0131 ailecek Ankara’ya d\u00f6nd\u00fck, \u00f6\u011fleden sonra \u0130stanbul’a yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m, ertesi ak\u015fam da Bilbao’ya vard\u0131m. Havaalan\u0131nda u\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 beklerken m\u00fcthi\u015f g\u00fczel bir tesad\u00fcfle Carmen yan\u0131ma oturdu; u\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131nda bizi Fikri kar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131, g\u00fczel ba\u015flad\u0131 yani ziyaretim.<\/p>\n Bir \u015fehre insan nas\u0131l veda eder? Par\u00e7a par\u00e7a. 2012’de T\u00fcrkiye d\u00f6nmeden \u00f6nceki g\u00fcnlerimiz veda de\u011fildi, y\u0131llard\u0131r oradayd\u0131k, insan ne kadar \u00fczerine d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnse de tasavvur edemiyor ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 – o g\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u00fcnden, \u00f6nceki g\u00fcnden \u00e7ok da fark\u0131 olmuyor. T\u00fcrkiye’ye merhaba k\u0131sm\u0131 tamam, ama \u0130spanya’dan ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc kavrayam\u0131yorsunuz.<\/p>\n Sonra zaman ge\u00e7iyor. \u00d6zlem ba\u015fl\u0131yor, ger\u00e7ek anlam\u0131yla \u00f6zlem… T\u00fcrkiye’ye d\u00f6nd\u00fckten sonra 3-4 kere geldik Bilbao’ya, her geli\u015fimizde (hele de b\u00f6l\u00fcmde) yaprak d\u00f6k\u00fcm\u00fc kar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131 bizi. Birlikte \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z arkada\u015flar birer iki\u015fer mezun oluyorlar, post-doc s\u00f6zle\u015fmelerinin sonuna gelip ba\u015fka yerlere gidiyorlard\u0131. Bu geli\u015fimde bir Noelia vard\u0131 art\u0131k. Dahas\u0131, Mois de, Manu da \u015fehir d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndalard\u0131, Gotzon’la hasret giderdik.<\/p>\n \u0130\u00e7imde sanki buraya bu son geli\u015fimmi\u015f gibi bir his, dola\u015ft\u0131m Bilbao’yu bug\u00fcn. Bug\u00fcn vedala\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m, bunu i\u00e7ten i\u00e7e hissederek dola\u015ft\u0131m. D\u00fcn \u00fcniversiteye giden otob\u00fcste \u00f6\u011frencilere bak\u0131p d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm: “ba\u015fka bir zaman ba\u015flad\u0131 burada” diye. Kitab\u0131n sonunda elflerin aras\u0131nda, elflerin diyar\u0131ndan Aman’a giden Frodo gibi hissettim – yaln\u0131z benim durumumda elfler gitmi\u015flerdi bile. Bildi\u011fim, defalarca ge\u00e7mi\u015f oldu\u011fum sokaklarda kaybolmay\u0131 ba\u015fard\u0131m bug\u00fcn.<\/p>\n Uzunca bir y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn ard\u0131ndan odama d\u00f6nd\u00fcm, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 indim, puromu i\u00e7tim, odama d\u00f6nd\u00fcm, yata\u011fa uzan\u0131p kitab\u0131m\u0131 okumaya devam ettim (Cixin Li – The Three Body Problem). Kitab\u0131m\u0131 okurken \u00f6nce Mois’den, ard\u0131ndan da Manu’dan mail geldi, onlar da d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fler \u015fehre, yar\u0131n Getxo’da bulu\u015faca\u011f\u0131z, hem belki Zuricalday’de Vera’n\u0131n elinden s\u0131cak \u00e7ikolata da i\u00e7eriz!<\/p>\n Bar\u0131\u015f da PSI-K’n\u0131n konferans\u0131<\/a> i\u00e7in yar\u0131ndan itibaren Donostia’da olacak; per\u015fembe g\u00fcn\u00fc konferans\u0131n bitimiyle beraber o da Bilbao’ya geliyor, cuma-cumartesi birlikteyiz. Donostia’daki konferansta ondan ba\u015fka Julen ile CRYSTR2015’de tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m Yoyo ile Maiya da olacaklar ama b\u00fcy\u00fck ihtimalle g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015femeyece\u011fiz.<\/p>\n Ge\u00e7en sene yaz\u0131n tek geldi\u011fimde kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m Blas de Otero<\/a>‘da kal\u0131yorum bu sefer de – cuma g\u00fcn\u00fc \u00fcniversiteye giderken otob\u00fcs bir (1) Aral\u0131k 2009 g\u00fcn\u00fc “her \u015feyin ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131”, 17 g\u00fcn bana ev olmu\u015f Unamuno’nun \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7ti de “6 sene!” bir anda b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fczelli\u011fiyle geri geldi. Sonra Mois’in tavsiyesiyle o ilk ak\u015fam bir \u015feyler yemek i\u00e7in gitti\u011fim barda “vejateryan” bir sandvi\u00e7 i\u00e7in ellerimle kollar\u0131mla \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u0130spanyolca bilmez halim geldi g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcne. Sonra y\u0131llar ge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" :%s:\u0130stanbul:Bilbao:g Sana d\u00fcn bir tepeden bakt\u0131m aziz \u0130stanbul! G\u00f6rmedim gezmedi\u011fim, sevmedi\u011fim hi\u00e7bir yer. \u00d6mr\u00fcm olduk\u00e7a, g\u00f6n\u00fcl taht\u0131ma keyfince kurul! Sade bir semtini sevmek bile bir \u00f6mre de\u011fer. Yahya Kemal Beyatl\u0131 \u0130stanbul’u dinliyorum, g\u00f6zlerim kapal\u0131; Bir ku\u015f \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131yor eteklerinde; Aln\u0131n s\u0131cak m\u0131, de\u011fil mi, biliyorum; Dudaklar\u0131n \u0131slak m\u0131, de\u011fil mi, biliyorum; Beyaz bir ay do\u011fuyor … Okumaya devam et “Bilbao – there and back again…<\/i>“<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6000"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6000"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6000\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6877,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6000\/revisions\/6877"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6000"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6000"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6000"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\nG\u00f6rmedim gezmedi\u011fim, sevmedi\u011fim hi\u00e7bir yer.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm olduk\u00e7a, g\u00f6n\u00fcl taht\u0131ma keyfince kurul!
\nSade bir semtini sevmek bile bir \u00f6mre de\u011fer.
\nYahya Kemal Beyatl\u0131<\/p>\n
\nBir ku\u015f \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131yor eteklerinde;
\nAln\u0131n s\u0131cak m\u0131, de\u011fil mi, biliyorum;
\nDudaklar\u0131n \u0131slak m\u0131, de\u011fil mi, biliyorum;
\nBeyaz bir ay do\u011fuyor f\u0131st\u0131klar\u0131n arkas\u0131ndan
\nKalbinin vuru\u015fundan anl\u0131yorum;
\n\u0130stanbul’u dinliyorum.
\nOrhan Veli Kan\u0131k<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n
\n“\u015eehirler d\u00fc\u015fer, \u015fairler ayakta kal\u0131r.” – Tar\u0131k Turna
\n (ge\u00e7en sene bu zamanlar, buras\u0131 i\u00e7in bkz. ge\u00e7en sene bu zamanlardaki giri\u015fim<\/a>)<\/small><\/em><\/small><\/div>\n