{"id":6283,"date":"2017-05-28T00:45:18","date_gmt":"2017-05-27T21:45:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/?p=6283"},"modified":"2017-05-28T00:45:18","modified_gmt":"2017-05-27T21:45:18","slug":"ride-into-the-sun-where-everything-seems-so-pretty","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/2017\/05\/28\/ride-into-the-sun-where-everything-seems-so-pretty\/","title":{"rendered":"Ride into the sun \/ Where everything seems so pretty"},"content":{"rendered":"

Malumunuz, Ramazan geldi. Pideye \u00e7ok bay\u0131lmam ama bizim arka sokakta \u00d6yk\u00fc Simit vard\u0131, orada her Ramazan iki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z iftara do\u011fru d\u00fckkan\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne kurduklar\u0131 tezgahta i\u00e7eride s\u0131cak s\u0131cak bekleyen pidelerin reklam\u0131n\u0131 yaparlard\u0131. Kar\u015f\u0131lar\u0131ndaki kebap\u00e7\u0131 da benzer bir giri\u015fimde bulunsa da, k\u0131zlar m\u00fc\u015fterileri kaparlard\u0131. Evvelki sene gide-gele oradaki amcayla tan\u0131\u015f olmu\u015ftuk: k\u0131zlar torunlar\u0131ym\u0131\u015f, ve birka\u00e7 bir \u015fey daha (\u00fcz\u00fcc\u00fc \u015feyler). Ge\u00e7en sene amca yoktu, k\u0131zlar san\u0131yorum ba\u015flarda vard\u0131lar, sonra g\u00f6r\u00fcnmediler, k\u0131zlar\u0131n babas\u0131, amcan\u0131n damad\u0131 vard\u0131, amcay\u0131 sormak istedim, alaca\u011f\u0131m cevaptan \u00e7ekindim, sormad\u0131m. Bu sene \u00d6yk\u00fc Simit el de\u011fi\u015ftirdi, Susam Soka\u011f\u0131 oldu, girmedim hi\u00e7 i\u00e7eri.<\/p>\n

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Zannediyoruz ki \u015funu \u015f\u00f6yle yapsak\u00a0<\/em>her \u015fey d\u00fczelecek… \u0130nan\u0131n yok \u00f6yle bir \u015fey. Zaman\u0131nda k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck b\u00e2ki<\/em> deyip, Y\u00fcz\u00fcklerin Efendisi’ne de laf sokmu\u015ftum, “hani k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck bitecekti y\u00fcz\u00fck yok edilince?” diye<\/a>. Ge\u00e7en aylar\u0131n birinde, kipat\u0131 elimde kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131rken al\u0131verdim cevab\u0131m\u0131, kaz\u0131n aya\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yle de\u011filmi\u015f, Tolkien\/Gandalf da ilk elden hakk\u0131n\u0131 veriyormu\u015f zaten k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn:<\/p>\n

Bu \u015fey hakk\u0131nda efendiler, hem bizim, hem de Sauron’un i\u00e7inde bulundu\u011fumuz k\u00f6t\u00fc durumu kavrayacak kadar bilgisi var hepinizin. E\u011fer onu yeniden ele ge\u00e7irirse sizin b\u00fct\u00fcn yi\u011fitlikleriniz bo\u015fa gider ve onun zaferi hem h\u0131zlan\u0131r hem de m\u00fckemmel olur. O kadar m\u00fckemmel olur ki, bu d\u00fcnya ayaktayken kimse bu zaferin nihayetini g\u00f6remez. E\u011fer bu \u015fey yok edilirse, o zaman o d\u00fc\u015fecektir; o kadar a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya d\u00fc\u015fecektir ki kimse bir daha onun yeniden do\u011frulu\u015funu g\u00f6remeyecektir. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131nda kendisi i\u00e7in tabii olan g\u00fcc\u00fcn en m\u00fckemmel k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmi\u015f olacak ve o g\u00fc\u00e7le yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ve ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f olan her \u015fey ufalanacak, o sonsuza kadar sakat kal\u0131p kendi kendini g\u00f6lgelerde kemiren \u00f6nemsiz bir ruh halini alacak, ama bir daha ne b\u00fcy\u00fcyebilecek ne de bir bi\u00e7imi olacakt\u0131r. Ve b\u00f6ylece bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fck bir k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ortadan kalkm\u0131\u015f olacak.<\/p>\n

Gelebilecek ba\u015fka k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fckler de var; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc Sauron’un kendisi de bir hizmetk\u00e2r veya gizli bir casustan ba\u015fka bir \u015fey de\u011fildi. Yine de d\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn gelgitlerine hakim olmak de\u011fil bizim rol\u00fcm\u00fcz; bizim rol\u00fcm\u00fcz i\u00e7ine b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fumuz y\u0131llar\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131dan kurtarmak i\u00e7in elimizden geleni yapmak, bizden sonra ya\u015fayanlar i\u015flemek i\u00e7in temiz bir toprak bulabilsinler diye bildi\u011fimiz tarlalardaki k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc k\u00f6k\u00fcnden s\u00f6k\u00fcp atmak. Ama onlar\u0131n ne bulacaklar\u0131 bizim h\u00fckm\u00fcm\u00fcze ba\u011fl\u0131 de\u011fil.<\/p>\n

[5. kitap, 9. b\u00f6l\u00fcm, \u00c7ev: \u00c7i\u011fdem Erkal \u0130pek]<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

bu k\u0131s\u0131m m\u0131yd\u0131, emin olamad\u0131m, sanki Gandalf daha sert \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu, ama bak\u0131nca bulamad\u0131m, i\u015faretlememi\u015fim de…<\/p>\n

(Ba\u015fka nelerden bahsedecektim?.. Fatalism.)<\/p>\n

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Fatalizm, Mortal Kombat’\u0131n me\u015fhur “Finish Him!”ini akla getirse de, kadercilik anlam\u0131na geliyor. Kendinizi daha fazla debelenmeden, yormadan, serin sulara b\u0131rakman\u0131z. Yenilgicilik (defeatism<\/em>) de do\u011frudan i\u00e7inden \u00e7\u0131kageliyor. \u0130\u015fte ben \u00f6yle bir \u015feyim (hani bir g\u00fcn dalar ya insan…<\/em>). Marifet diye s\u00f6ylemiyorum, Turgut Uyar gibi daha \u00e7ok:<\/p>\n

hi\u00e7bir \u015feye haz\u0131rl\u0131kl\u0131 de\u011fildik
\noyunlar oynand\u0131, g\u00f6kler kapand\u0131, yenildik<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

(biraz daha?)<\/p>\n

\u00e7aresizlik de\u011fil yenilgi. (sonradan \u00f6v\u00fclecek)
\nherkesin i\u00e7inde y\u00fcrekle bulu\u015ftu\u011fu bir yerdi<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

[“Yenilgi G\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc”, Turgut Uyar]<\/p>\n

Kalabal\u0131k otob\u00fcslerde insanlar birbirine k\u0131z\u0131yorlar \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc k\u0131sa vadede kar\u015f\u0131lar\u0131nda\/yak\u0131nlar\u0131nda birbirleri var. Kimsenin akl\u0131na belediye gelmiyor. Trafik s\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, hatta daha da ileriye gideyim, sizin iki saat d\u00f6nmek i\u00e7in bekledi\u011finiz \u015feridi kesip, \u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fcze ge\u00e7enlere k\u0131zd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda akl\u0131n\u0131za altyap\u0131 imkans\u0131zl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden 50 katl\u0131 projelere onay veren belediye de gelmiyor. \u0130nip, o arac\u0131n s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc -Bar\u0131\u015f’\u0131n deyi\u015fiyle- ger\u00e7ek k\u0131lmak<\/em> istiyorsunuz. \u00c7ocuklar \u00f6l\u00fcyor, insanlar a\u00e7, insanlar k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck yap\u0131yorlar (ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn John Wick’i izledim de), her \u015fey habis, biz noktac\u0131klara k\u0131z\u0131yoruz, san\u0131yoruz ki onlar\u0131 halledersek her \u015fey hallolacak (vur d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr pengueni &\/ Tanr\u0131m size bir sal\u0131ncak!<\/em>). Diyece\u011fim o ki… ne? Kant daha evvel s\u00f6ylemi\u015f mi! Peki, peki… (“insano\u011flu e\u011fri b\u00fc\u011fr\u00fc odun misali…”).<\/p>\n

Bu kadar m\u0131yd\u0131 akl\u0131mdakiler? De\u011fildi, sanki vard\u0131 bir \u015feyler daha… (Bisiklet?)<\/p>\n

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Malumunuz, Ramazan geldi. Pideye \u00e7ok bay\u0131lmam ama bizim arka sokakta \u00d6yk\u00fc Simit vard\u0131, orada her Ramazan iki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z iftara do\u011fru d\u00fckkan\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne kurduklar\u0131 tezgahta i\u00e7eride s\u0131cak s\u0131cak bekleyen pidelerin reklam\u0131n\u0131 yaparlard\u0131. Kar\u015f\u0131lar\u0131ndaki kebap\u00e7\u0131 da benzer bir giri\u015fimde bulunsa da, k\u0131zlar m\u00fc\u015fterileri kaparlard\u0131. Evvelki sene gide-gele oradaki amcayla tan\u0131\u015f olmu\u015ftuk: k\u0131zlar torunlar\u0131ym\u0131\u015f, ve birka\u00e7 bir … Okumaya devam et “Ride into the sun \/ Where everything seems so pretty”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6283"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6283"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6283\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6288,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6283\/revisions\/6288"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6283"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6283"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6283"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}