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<\/p>\nThalassophobia, deniz korkusuna verilen isimmi\u015f. Bende yok o kadar ama potansiyel var. \u015e\u00f6yle bir \u015fey:<\/p>\n
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internette amme mal\u0131 olmu\u015f, pinterest’ten bir yerden apartt\u0131m ben de, kaynak filan veremiyorum o y\u00fczden. Ama mesela bu var bir de:<\/p>\n Ge\u00e7en sene temmuzda, cermodern’deki “Hacettepe: Yar\u0131n D\u00fcnden Kurulur” sergisinden (Bedri Rahmi Ey\u00fcbo\u011flu Retrospektifi ile yan yana sunuluyordu) — Edward Hopper’\u0131n Benzin \u0130stasyonu’na ilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fte nas\u0131l vurulmu\u015ftum, yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m vaktiyle<\/a>, mesela ayn\u0131 minvalde \u015f\u00f6yle bir eser de vard\u0131:<\/p>\n Bir tane eser daha vard\u0131 ayn\u0131 sergide, onu da be\u011fendik, hatta o kadar be\u011fendik ki, ressam\u0131yla \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc bir ki\u015fi \u00fczerinden ileti\u015fime ge\u00e7tik, “eserinizi \u00e7ok be\u011fendik, x kadar b\u00fct\u00e7emiz var, as\u0131l eseri de\u011fil de, yap\u0131m a\u015famas\u0131nda \u00fcretti\u011finiz taslaklardan\/eskizlerden birini almay\u0131 \u00e7ok isteriz…” dedik, o da sa\u011folsun, eskizlerinin mevcut oldu\u011funu, 5(10?)x kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda verebilece\u011fini belirtmi\u015f, kariyerinde ba\u015far\u0131lar dileyip, sevgiyle ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k muhabbetten… 8)<\/p>\n Ben ortaokuldayd\u0131m, orta II. Ad\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, biraz fazla iyi kalpli bir T\u00fcrk\u00e7e\/Edebiyat hocam\u0131z vard\u0131, bir g\u00fcn kendinden beklemedi\u011fim bir \u015fekilde Bedri Rahmi’den “Seni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken…” \u015fiirini okuyuvermi\u015fti, \u015fiiri ilk o zaman duyup, akl\u0131ma kaz\u0131m\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. O da vard\u0131 i\u015fte retrospektifte:<\/p>\n (\u015fimdi notlar\u0131mdan bulurken \u015fiirin tamam\u0131n\u0131n olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, eksik hat\u0131rlam\u0131\u015f\u0131m demek ki… ne gam! 8)<\/p>\n Seni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken Seni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken Seni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken Bir tane de g\u00fczeller g\u00fczeli bir deniz k\u0131z\u0131 ile bitirelim (hesapta niyetim Joana Vasconcelos’u anlatmakt\u0131, an\u0131lar override etti, ak\u0131bet de g\u00fczel oldu ama hani! 8)<\/p>\n Bir \u015fey daha diyecektim sanki… Ba\u015fak ve Alpan’la kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmam\u0131z\u0131 m\u0131?.. Bilemedim (ama ne g\u00fczel tesad\u00fcft\u00fc o da \u00f6yle, hani! 8). Bildim, \u015fuydu o kadar yazd\u0131ktan sonra Bahar’\u0131n ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn tekrardan g\u00f6nderdi\u011fi tweetos:<\/p>\n Ya ne sanatsal giri\u015flerle doldu buras\u0131, i\u00e7im k\u0131y\u0131ld\u0131 hakikaten, Joana filan beklesin bir m\u00fcddet, offf! V\u0131c\u0131k v\u0131c\u0131k sanat.<\/p>\n Thalassophobia, deniz korkusuna verilen isimmi\u015f. Bende yok o kadar ama potansiyel var. \u015e\u00f6yle bir \u015fey:<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[13],"tags":[77],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6665"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6665"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6665\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6678,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6665\/revisions\/6678"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6665"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6665"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6665"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}![\"\"](\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/08\/zuhal_baysar__Evren_2017.jpg\")
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\nBir \u00e7ak\u0131l ta\u015f\u0131 \u0131s\u0131n\u0131r i\u00e7imde
\nBir ku\u015f gelir y\u00fcre\u011fimin ucuna konar
\nBir gelincik a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r ans\u0131z\u0131n
\nBir gelincik sinsi sinsi kanar<\/p>\n
\nBir erik a\u011fac\u0131 tepeden t\u0131rna\u011fa donan\u0131r
\nDeliler gibi d\u00f6nme\u011fe ba\u015flar
\nD\u00f6nd\u00fck\u00e7e yumak yumak \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcl\u00fcr
\n\u00c7\u00f6z\u00fcld\u00fck\u00e7e ufal\u0131r k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fcr
\n\u00c7ekirde\u011fi hen\u00fcz s\u00fct ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f
\nMasmavi bir erik kesilir a\u011fz\u0131mda
\nDokunduk\u00e7a yanar dudaklar\u0131m<\/p>\n
\nBir \u00e7ak\u0131l ta\u015f\u0131 \u0131s\u0131n\u0131r i\u00e7imde.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n![\"\"](\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/08\/Hacettepe-cermodern_09_BRE_Balik.png\")
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