{"id":6853,"date":"2019-07-24T03:56:25","date_gmt":"2019-07-24T00:56:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/?p=6853"},"modified":"2019-07-29T17:53:05","modified_gmt":"2019-07-29T14:53:05","slug":"bilbaodayim-takiliyorum-dogru-degil-seni-dusunuyorum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/2019\/07\/24\/bilbaodayim-takiliyorum-dogru-degil-seni-dusunuyorum\/","title":{"rendered":"Bilbao&#8217;day\u0131m, tak\u0131l\u0131yorum \/ Do\u011fru de\u011fil, seni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>Sonradan \u00f6n not: g\u00fcnl\u00fck bulamay\u0131nca mecburen buraya yazd\u0131m, direkt pas ge\u00e7ebilirsiniz, sadece benim tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m ki\u015filer hakk\u0131nda, sizlere hitap eden \u00e7ok bir \u015fey yok bu sefer&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Bu seneki &#8220;akademik vazifemi&#8221; yapmak i\u00e7in, ge\u00e7en \u00e7ar\u015famba geldi\u011fim Bilbao&#8217;dan bir aksilik olmazsa yar\u0131n Ankara Ankara g\u00fczel Ankara&#8217;ya d\u00f6n\u00fcyorum. Genelde ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa dayanma s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131m iki hafta; bu sene birer haftal\u0131k, iki k\u0131sa ziyaret yapay\u0131m dedim, iyi ki de \u00f6yle demi\u015fim zira yaln\u0131zl\u0131k zor, sokaklar \u00e7\u0131kmaz. Bilbao&#8217;da rutin solo d\u00fczenime ge\u00e7tim: gece 2.5 &#8211; 3&#8217;e kadar kola\/puro\/s\u00fct\/\u00e7ay e\u015fli\u011finde \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma, sabah 8&#8217;de kendili\u011finden uyan\u0131\u015f, 10 gibi b\u00f6l\u00fcme var\u0131\u015f (yazlar\u0131 otob\u00fcsler daha seyrek \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, o y\u00fczden 8:45 otob\u00fcs\u00fcne kasmak yerine, 9:15 otob\u00fcs\u00fcne biniyorum), \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131\u015f \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131\u015f, 6 gibi \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f, biraz dola\u015f\u0131\u015f (\u00e7ok zorlama oldu), misafirhaneye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f, <em>wash, rinse, repeat..<\/em>. \u00d6nceki geli\u015flerimin aksine bu geli\u015fimdeki \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma i\u00e7eri\u011fi neredeyse solo idi: <a href=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/2018\/07\/13\/guzel-sarkilar-gibi-guzel\/#more-6567\">ge\u00e7en sene bu zamanlar ba\u015ftan yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m program\u0131n<\/a> makalesini yazmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m, an itibar\u0131 ile free tak\u0131l\u0131yor, akl\u0131ma ne gelirse yaz\u0131yorum, 2\/3&#8217;\u00fc bitti, sonu\u00e7lars\u0131z 20, sonu\u00e7larl\u0131 27 sayfa oldu, takm\u0131yorum kafaya, hele bir bitsin, budar\u0131z k\u0131z\u0131lc\u0131k, ne \u00e7\u0131kar?<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ar\u015famba ak\u015fam\u0131, neredeyse iner inmez Manular&#8217;a gittim: Manu per\u015fembe sabahtan hasta annesinin yan\u0131na gidecekti. Beng\u00fc, Helga&#8217;ya (nar ek\u015fisi ve)\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/www.beypazariyoreselurunleri.com\/sogan-otu-250-grp-genelde-kayalarda-yetisen-kskin-baharatli-bir-otun-cicekleridir-ozellikle-patlican-salatalarinda-kullanilir-her-turlu-salatada-harika-bir-lezzet-icin-kullanmanizi-tavsiye-ederiz-p\">so\u011fan otu<\/a> g\u00f6ndermi\u015fti, ben sadece so\u011fan otu zannediyordum, so\u011fan otu diye verdi\u011fim kavanozdan nar ek\u015fisi \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 (<em>bavulunuzu siz mi haz\u0131rlay\u0131p kapatt\u0131n\u0131z?&#8230; Ba\u015fka biri bavulunuza yakla\u015ft\u0131 m\u0131?<\/em>&#8230;)\u00a0 Manu&#8217;yu g\u00f6remeden ka\u00e7\u0131rsayd\u0131m \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fcm do\u011frusu. Oradan buradan halle\u015ftik, yorgundum epey, yemekten sonra m\u00fcsade isteyip kalkt\u0131m. Mois \u00c7in&#8217;deydi daha, pazara gelecekti. Luis b\u00f6l\u00fcmdeydi, Noelia hastayd\u0131, Gemma ile Nerea da zaten yoklar art\u0131k buralarda. Cuma Danel&#8217;le bulu\u015ftuk, iyi haberlerini ald\u0131m (i\u015f bulmu\u015f, hem de \u00fcniversitede, hem de kendi kasabas\u0131nda!). Ya, sevgili g\u00fcnl\u00fck (blah blah 8P). Pazartesi Mois&#8217;le g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck, pazar gecesi &#8220;ya Mois sen daha yeni geldin, yorgunsundur, yar\u0131n gelme dinlen, sal\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcz, \u00e7ar\u015famba g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcz&#8221; diye mail att\u0131m, pazartesi geldi yine de. Bir de \u015f\u00f6yle bir \u015fey var: Stefka bug\u00fcn (sal\u0131) Bulgaristan&#8217;a d\u00f6nd\u00fc, ben Mois art\u0131k burada kal\u0131r diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum, me\u011ferse o da per\u015fembe gidiyormu\u015f Bulgaristan&#8217;a &#8211; yaa, san\u0131r\u0131m benim i\u00e7in biletini erteletti (yani kendi ad\u0131ma Manu gibi, onu da g\u00f6remeden d\u00f6nsem \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fcm ama yine de&#8230;). Daha \u00e7ok \u00c7in gezisi hakk\u0131nda konu\u015ftuk. Bir de bug\u00fcn bana bir s\u00fcr\u00fc maceras\u0131n\u0131 anlatt\u0131 (mesela araba s\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc bilmiyordum &#8211; Fransa&#8217;dan (Almanya&#8217;dan sonra Fransa&#8217;da iki bu\u00e7uk y\u0131l \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, onu da bilmiyordum) Bulgaristan&#8217;a, hem de Yugoslavya&#8217;da sava\u015f\u0131n en civcivli zamanlar\u0131nda o\u011fluyla araba ile d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fler! Sonra S. ile E. hakikaten de <em>malum bir hikayemdeki<\/em> gibi, ondan birka\u00e7 ay \u00f6nce \u0130spanya&#8217;ya gelip e\u011fitime ba\u015flam\u0131\u015flar, hatta ger\u00e7ekten de Mois&#8217;e b\u00f6l\u00fcmden &#8220;senin grupta iki \u00f6\u011frenci \u00e7ok, birini ba\u015fka gruba kayd\u0131ral\u0131m&#8221; demi\u015fler! \u00d6\u011flen Mois&#8217;le gitti\u011fimiz lokantan\u0131n men\u00fcs\u00fcnde salata olarak nohutlu salata vard\u0131, nohut \u0130spanyolca&#8217;da <em>garbanzos<\/em>\u00a0oluyor, ona <a href=\"https:\/\/epigraf.fisek.com.tr\/index.php?num=137\">Allen Ginsberg&#8217;in &#8220;Howl&#8221;undaki <\/a><\/p>\n<blockquote><p>America when I was seven mamma took me to Communist Cell meetings they sold us\u00a0garbanzos a handful per ticket a ticket costs a nickel and the speeches\u00a0were free everybody was angelic and sentimental about the workers<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>k\u0131sm\u0131ndan bahsettim (ak\u015fam da nihayet tamamlayabildi\u011fim Jarmusch&#8217;un Patterson&#8217;\u0131nda William Carlos Williams&#8217;\u0131n yan\u0131 s\u0131ra, Ginsberg&#8217;\u00fcn de oral\u0131 oldu\u011fundan -k\u00f6r g\u00f6ze parmak, k\u00f6r g\u00f6ze parmak- bahsettiler, tesad\u00fcflere \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131yor muyuz h\u00e2l\u00e2? Yoo, hay\u0131r). 94&#8217;t\u00fc ben o \u015fiiri ezberledi\u011fimde, yine de bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc o <em>garbanzos<\/em> k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 anlayamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, &#8220;nas\u0131l yani, nohut mu yiyorlarm\u0131\u015f?&#8221; diye \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131m. Y\u0131llar, y\u0131llar sonra -bak ama dalga ge\u00e7meyeceksiniz- bin y\u0131ll\u0131k leblebinin f\u0131nd\u0131k, f\u0131st\u0131k gibi a\u011fa\u00e7lardan toplanmay\u0131p, bildi\u011fin nohutun kavrulmu\u015f hali oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frenip \u015foka girmi\u015ftim (Bulgarlar da &#8220;leblebiki&#8221; gibi bir \u015fey diyorlarm\u0131\u015f, e ne bekliyorduk? Bir de &#8220;tellak&#8221; da bizden onlara ge\u00e7en bir kelime, \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli (\u015fimdi b\u00f6yle yaz\u0131p burada b\u0131rak\u0131rsam, &#8220;akademide neler konu\u015fuluyor?..&#8221; diye dumur olmay\u0131n diye a\u00e7\u0131klama getireyim: bug\u00fcn Bilbo 39 (yaz\u0131 ile otuz dokuz!) derece idi, biz de o s\u0131cakta y\u00fcr\u00fcrken, Mois &#8220;hamam gibi&#8221; oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi de, oradan ula\u015ft\u0131k tellak anahtar kelimesine. Ben de kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k olarak<a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/akira_akki\/status\/1025309513962926080\"> Japonya&#8217;da T\u00fcrk Hamam\u0131&#8217;n\u0131n hangi anlamda kullan\u0131lmakta oldu\u011funu ve vaktiyle meydana getirdi\u011fi diplomatik skandal\u0131<\/a>\u00a0(NSFW) aktard\u0131m ama pek inand\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 olamad\u0131m 8) var m\u0131yd\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k parantez? ). Mois de, Manu da 67 oldular &#8212; Manu evvelki sene Helga&#8217;n\u0131n durumundan \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fc emekli oldu, Mois gitti\u011fi yere kadar diyor ama gen\u00e7le\u015fmiyoruz da nitekim. Bu nisan, i\u015fte zaten moralim pek iyi de\u011filken, Mois&#8217;le Skype \u00fczerinden bir \u015fey konu\u015fuyorduk da, \u00e7ok k\u00f6t\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fcyd\u00fcm, me\u011fer bir s\u00fcr\u00fc operasyona girmi\u015f (\u015fimdi iyi). Daha \u00f6nce yazm\u0131\u015f m\u0131yd\u0131m bilmiyorum (yazm\u0131\u015f\u0131md\u0131r kesin ama iyi bir \u015fey, yine yazay\u0131m): Mois de, Manu da s\u00fcper bilim insanlar\u0131d\u0131r, ayr\u0131ca s\u00fcper insanlard\u0131r. \u00c7ok bilgilidirler, zor be\u011fenirler, bir konu\u015fmac\u0131 bo\u015f konu\u015fuyorsa -\u00f6zellikle Manu- onu an\u0131nda if\u015fa eder. \u0130\u015fkoliktirler, hele de Mois, \u00f6yle m\u00fckemmeliyet\u00e7idir ki anlatamam.<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_6854\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-6854\" style=\"width: 259px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"wp-image-6854 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/goldengirls_sofia_sicily.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"259\" height=\"194\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-6854\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">umar\u0131m bu resmin hangi anlama geldi\u011fini, nereden oldu\u011funu vs. hat\u0131rlayan bir ben (bir de Fernando) de\u011filizdir&#8230; g\u00f6ndermeyi anlad\u0131n\u0131z, de\u011fil mi? De\u011fil miiiiiii?&#8230;<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Bilbao. 2009. (10 y\u0131l olmu\u015f yahu!). Hollanda&#8217;dan \u0130spanya&#8217;ya yeni gelmi\u015fim, Beng\u00fc ile Ece ev tutmam\u0131 bekliyorlar T\u00fcrkiye&#8217;den gelebilmek i\u00e7in. Bir s\u00fcr\u00fc kayg\u0131 var ba\u015f\u0131mda, Manu da, Mois de ayr\u0131 ayr\u0131 ilgileniyorlar ama bu ayn\u0131 zamanda 2x i\u015f, yo\u011funluk demek. Uzunca bir s\u00fcredir \u00f6zellikle akademik camiada \u00e7ok pop\u00fcler olan bir terim, &#8220;imposter syndrome&#8221; (<em>\u00dcst\u00fcne iyilik, ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn cam a\u00e7\u0131k yatm\u0131\u015f\u0131m, sabaha imposter sendromu ile uyand\u0131m \u015fekerim, sorma; evet, zaten bende hep biraz vard\u0131&#8230; (Roy &amp; &#8220;Artistic Spectrum&#8221; 8)).<\/em>\u00a0O zamanlar bilmiyorum tabii \u00f6yle bir terim, do\u011frudan \u00f6d\u00fcm patl\u0131yor &#8220;pardon bir yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131k oldu, seni yanl\u0131\u015f tan\u0131m\u0131\u015f\u0131z, kib, bye&#8221; diyecekler diye. Hele Hollanda&#8217;daki d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en yumu\u015fak, en nazik, en pasif agresif insan\u0131 (ve hakikaten d\u00fcnya tatl\u0131s\u0131) Marcel&#8217;in dan\u0131\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan sonra, Manu&#8217;yu \u00e7e\u015fitli seminerlerde konu\u015fmac\u0131ya tak\u0131r tak\u0131r sayd\u0131r\u0131rken g\u00f6rmek beni iyice geriyor. Ama nas\u0131l oluyorsa (hakikaten de), Mois ve Manu taraf\u0131ndan hep takdir ediliyorum, tutuyorlar beni &#8211; sadece akademik ortamlarda da de\u011fil \u00fcstelik, i\u015fin ba\u015f\u0131ndan sonuna kadar iki koruyucu melek misali her \u015feyde yan\u0131mda oluyorlar (biz de onlara kar\u015f\u0131 bo\u015f de\u011filiz tabii ki). \u0130spanya&#8217;da i\u015fte b\u00f6yle arkada\u015fl\u0131k, dostluk ve karde\u015flik i\u00e7inde \u00fc\u00e7 senemiz r\u00fczgar gibi ge\u00e7iveriyor. Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z hakikaten de iki taraf i\u00e7in de \u00e7ok zor oldu ama \u015fartlar, \u015fartlar&#8230; Neyse, ne diyordum, ne demek istiyordum, sadede gelsek: kendimi akademik a\u00e7\u0131dan en k\u00f6t\u00fc hissetti\u011fim zamanlarda bile hep dedim (h\u00e2l\u00e2 da derim) ki &#8220;ya, ben \u015fu anda g\u00f6remesem bile, Manu ile Mois gibi iki insan bende bir \u015fey g\u00f6rd\u00fc, o zaman gerisi v\u0131z gelir, t\u0131r\u0131s gider!&#8221; (ayna kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda, pep talk ve bildi\u011finiz di\u011fer t\u00fcm kli\u015feler&#8230; 8P 8) ama ger\u00e7ekten \u00f6yle! Ben de -\u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr- y\u00fczlerini kara \u00e7\u0131karmad\u0131m, \u015fu 10 y\u0131lda bir dolu g\u00fczel \u015fey geli\u015ftirdik birlikte. Bunlar\u0131 niye yazd\u0131m? \u0130\u015fte Manu ile Mois benim akademik anlamda mentorlar\u0131m (&#8220;Tokyo Godfathers&#8221;\u0131n y\u00f6netmeninin Paprika&#8217;s\u0131n\u0131 izledim ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn, o da de\u011fi\u015fikti). \u015eimdi herhalde anlatabilmi\u015fimdir, Manu&#8217;yu ya da Mois&#8217;i g\u00f6remeden d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f olsam niye \u00fcz\u00fclece\u011fimi. (Fazla ki\u015fisel oldu, ho\u015fuma gitmedi, ama i\u015fte g\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc de seneler \u00f6nce kapatt\u0131k, idare ediverin l\u00fctfen bu seferlik.)<\/p>\n<p>Ak\u015famlar\u0131 (geceleri) makale yazmaktan bayd\u0131\u011f\u0131mda film seyrettim, blog yazd\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ki konu ile ilgili iki \u015fey var akl\u0131mda kalan, \u015feyleri hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum ama konular\u0131 bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc hat\u0131rlayam\u0131yorum. \u015eeylerden biri: &#8220;Vaktiyle (\u00e7ok da eski olmasa gerek, hatta bulay\u0131m, 1 sn&#8230;<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>Bana hi\u00e7 bakmay\u0131n \u2014 ben, daha \u00f6nce de bir ihtimal s\u00f6ylemi\u015f\/yazm\u0131\u015f olaca\u011f\u0131m \u00fczere, birbirini tan\u0131mayan bir dolu insan\u0131n metroda birbirlerini \u00f6ld\u00fcrmeden, etkile\u015fime ge\u00e7meden nas\u0131l olup da bir noktadan bir noktaya gidebildikleri medeniyet seviyesine ula\u015ft\u0131klar\u0131na bile \u015fa\u015fakalan bir kanaat seviyesine sahibim b\u00fct\u00fcn insanl\u0131k hakk\u0131nda. (<a href=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/2016\/07\/24\/paradigms-of-human-memory\/\">24 Temmuz 2016<\/a>)<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Di\u011ferinde de rahmetli anneannem H\u00fcsniya&#8217;dan bahsedecektim (yok, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/2015\/09\/06\/yabanci-kelimeler-ogrenelim-part-deux\/\">buradaki bilgisayar\u0131m\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131n da h\u00fcsniya olmas\u0131<\/a> ile ilgili de\u011fildi, anneannemin bir \u00f6zelli\u011fi ile ilgiliydi ama bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc hat\u0131rlayam\u0131yorum).<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_6872\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-6872\" style=\"width: 560px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"wp-image-6872 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/IMG-20190718-WA0011.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"560\" height=\"315\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/IMG-20190718-WA0011.jpg 560w, https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/IMG-20190718-WA0011-300x169.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 560px) 85vw, 560px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-6872\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Bu yazki <a href=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/2018\/07\/06\/hal-ahval-ve-serait\/\">krall\u0131\u011f\u0131m<\/a>!.. 8)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Neyse, saat 2 bu\u00e7uk oldu, yatay\u0131m, belki yar\u0131n \u00f6b\u00fcrs\u00fcg\u00fcn hat\u0131rlar\u0131m da yazar\u0131m. Haydi iyi geceler!<\/p>\n<p>(&#8230;)<\/p>\n<p>Ertesi g\u00fcn oldu (az evvel kahvalt\u0131m\u0131 yapt\u0131m, bavulum haz\u0131r gibi (<em>tak\u0131m h\u0131rkas\u0131 da vard\u0131<\/em>),\u00a0 ama ben yine de hat\u0131rlayamad\u0131m. Ba\u015fka bir \u015fey anlatay\u0131m onun yerine. Bilbao, bildi\u011finiz \u00fczere, Bask b\u00f6lgesinin en kalabal\u0131k ve tan\u0131nan \u015fehri (ama ba\u015fkent de\u011fil &#8211; ba\u015fkenti: Vitoria). Baskl\u0131lar da hakikaten s\u00fcper insanlar ama \u00f6zellikle gen\u00e7leri biraz fazla heyecanl\u0131lar (ille de <a href=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/dayi_erzurum.jpg\">bir benzetme yapmak gerekirse<\/a>\u00a0bizim Karadenizli arkada\u015flar diyebilirim). Tabii bir de do\u011fal olarak do\u011fduklar\u0131ndan itibaren politik bir s\u00fcr\u00fc sorunun i\u00e7inde b\u00fcy\u00fcyorlar. Bask\u00e7a &#8220;hay\u0131r&#8221; anlam\u0131na gelen &#8220;ez&#8221; kelimesinin isim tamlamalar\u0131na hemen her yerde, da\u011fa ta\u015fa binalar\u0131n duvarlar\u0131na yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f halde rastlayabilirsiniz. Tabii bir de i\u015fin daha ciddi boyutu var, siyasi tutuklular. ETA ter\u00f6r \u00f6rg\u00fct\u00fc (2018 y\u0131l\u0131nda tamam\u0131yla da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131klad\u0131lar) i\u015fte bu a\u015f\u0131r\u0131 Bask milliyet\u00e7isi arkada\u015flar\u0131n kollektif \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131, do\u011fal olarak hapiste de bir s\u00fcr\u00fc tutuklu var. Bunlar\u0131 niye yaz\u0131yordum? Tamam, mesela buralar\u0131n pencerelerinde\/balkonlar\u0131nda \u00e7ok s\u0131k g\u00f6rebilece\u011finiz \u015fu flama var:<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-6860\" src=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/prezoak.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"216\" height=\"144\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Bask mahk\u00fbmlar\u0131 Bask \u00fclkesine&#8221; anlam\u0131na gelen bu slogan\u0131n \u00f6rne\u011fin &#8220;Euskal Presoak Etxera&#8221; (&#8220;Bask mahk\u00fbmlar\u0131 evlerine&#8221;) versiyonu da var. \u015eimdi, normalde \u00e2di su\u00e7lardan h\u00fck\u00fcm giymi\u015f mahk\u00fbmlar, kendi b\u00f6lgelerindeki hapishanelerde tutuluyorlar ama ETA mensuplar\u0131 gibi ter\u00f6r su\u00e7lular\u0131 \u0130spanya&#8217;n\u0131n uzak ve alakas\u0131z b\u00f6lgelerindeki hapishanelere g\u00f6nderiliyorlar, i\u015fte onlar\u0131n Bask b\u00f6lgesindeki hapishanelere aktar\u0131lmas\u0131 i\u00e7in y\u00fcr\u00fct\u00fclen bir kampanya idi bu.<\/p>\n<p>Evvelki seneydi herhalde, yeni bir flama g\u00f6rd\u00fcm balkonlarda \u00fcsttekine ek olarak, o da \u015f\u00f6yle bir \u015feydi:<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-6861\" src=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/ongietorrientreff.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"265\" height=\"190\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Bunu g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, &#8220;\u015fimdi ne oldu acaba?&#8221; deyip, Danel&#8217;e sormu\u015ftum, o da anlam\u0131n\u0131n &#8220;m\u00fclteciler ho\u015fgeldiniz&#8221; demek oldu\u011funu belirtip, Suriyeli m\u00fcltecilere destek i\u00e7in as\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti. Bu iki flamay\u0131 c\u00fcmle i\u00e7inde kullan\u0131rsak, \u00f6rne\u011fin:<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-6871\" src=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/Screenshot_20190724-022657.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"367\" height=\"653\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/Screenshot_20190724-022657.png 367w, https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/Screenshot_20190724-022657-169x300.png 169w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 367px) 85vw, 367px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Bilbao&#8217;da pek Suriyeli yok bildi\u011fim\/g\u00f6rebildi\u011fim kadar\u0131yla ama ciddi say\u0131labilecek bir g\u00f6\u00e7men ger\u00e7e\u011fi var (Afrika ve Arap \u00fclkelerinden). Benim bu geli\u015fimde de kalmakta oldu\u011fum ve favori misafirhanem olan Blas de Otero, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/2014\/07\/04\/san-fransisco-sokaklari\/\">vaktiyle de bahsetmi\u015f oldu\u011fum \u00fczere<\/a>, \u015fehir merkezinin hemen dibinde olmas\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131n, g\u00f6\u00e7men mahallesinde. Buradaki bakkalda (ayn\u0131 yaz\u0131da belirtti\u011fim \u00fczere, iyi okumuyorsunuz, sonra gelip bana \u015fey ediyorsunuz efendim, yok art\u0131k bu kadar\u0131na da kusura bakmay\u0131n) kiloluk yo\u011furt filan bulup dumur olmu\u015ftum. \u0130\u015fte ge\u00e7en yan\u0131ndan ge\u00e7erken bakkal\u0131n, kepenkleri inikti, hen\u00fcz a\u00e7mam\u0131\u015ft\u0131, \u015f\u00f6yle bir yaz\u0131yla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131m:<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-6862\" src=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/2019-07-22-09.04.44.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"359\" height=\"492\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/2019-07-22-09.04.44.jpg 359w, https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/2019-07-22-09.04.44-219x300.jpg 219w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 359px) 85vw, 359px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Haydiiiii&#8230;.. sorun \u015fu ki, Baskl\u0131lar \u0130spanyollar\u0131 sevmiyorlar tamam, ama di\u011fer a\u00e7\u0131lardan, di\u011fer milletlerden yana hakikaten b\u00f6yle de\u011fillerdir, yani b\u00f6yle a\u00e7\u0131k a\u00e7\u0131k &#8220;T\u00fcrken raus&#8221; benzeri bir yaz\u0131yla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 san\u0131p ger\u00e7ekten \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm (&#8220;Benim bildi\u011fim Baskl\u0131lar yapmaz b\u00f6ylesi bir aleni \u0131rk\u00e7\u0131l\u0131k&#8221;). Danel&#8217;e hesap soracakt\u0131m, sonra arada google&#8217;a sordum, me\u011ferse &#8220;Suudi Arabistan&#8217;da kad\u0131nlar\u0131 \u00f6zg\u00fcr b\u0131rak\u0131n!&#8221; demekmi\u015f, iyi anlamda k\u00f6\u015feye yatm\u0131\u015f oldum, g\u00fcnahlar\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in de biraz mah\u00e7up (Danel&#8217;e olay\u0131 anlatarak kefaretimi biraz \u00f6dedim (yok, o arad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z kelime &#8220;kefalet&#8221; \ud83d\ude09 ). Baskl\u0131lar \u015f\u00f6yledirler b\u00f6yledirler ama her \u015feyin ba\u015f\u0131 haklar\u0131n\u0131 sonuna kadar ararlar, \u00f6zellikle de kad\u0131n haklar\u0131n\u0131! (<em>Hear me sister!<\/em>)<\/p>\n<p>Bakkal\u0131n hemen \u00f6n\u00fcnde \u00e7ok be\u011fendi\u011fim bir heykel vard\u0131r, haz\u0131r foto\u011fraf \u00e7ekiyorken, onun da resmini \u00e7ektim:<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-6864\" src=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/2019-07-22-09.05.00.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"359\" height=\"637\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/2019-07-22-09.05.00.jpg 359w, https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/2019-07-22-09.05.00-169x300.jpg 169w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 359px) 85vw, 359px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Anlayabildiniz mi neyin heykeli oldu\u011funu? \u0130pucu versem?.. 8)<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-6865\" src=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/africanwomenheadscarf.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"289\" height=\"356\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/africanwomenheadscarf.png 289w, https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/africanwomenheadscarf-244x300.png 244w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 289px) 85vw, 289px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u015fte b\u00f6yle bir \u015feylerdi. GetxoPhoto art\u0131k hayal oldu ama neyse ki benim i\u00e7in metro istasyonlar\u0131n\u0131 benzer minvalde \u015fenlendirmi\u015flerdi:<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_6866\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-6866\" style=\"width: 637px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"wp-image-6866 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/2019-07-22-15.35.33.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"637\" height=\"359\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/2019-07-22-15.35.33.jpg 637w, https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/2019-07-22-15.35.33-300x169.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 709px) 85vw, (max-width: 909px) 67vw, (max-width: 984px) 61vw, (max-width: 1362px) 45vw, 600px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-6866\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">\u0130rlanda, Tayland<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<figure id=\"attachment_6867\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-6867\" style=\"width: 637px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"wp-image-6867 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/2019-07-22-15.35.24.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"637\" height=\"359\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/2019-07-22-15.35.24.jpg 637w, https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/2019-07-22-15.35.24-300x169.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 709px) 85vw, (max-width: 909px) 67vw, (max-width: 984px) 61vw, (max-width: 1362px) 45vw, 600px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-6867\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Rusya (&#8220;Go Weeeeeesssstttttt!&#8221; 8)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<figure id=\"attachment_6868\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-6868\" style=\"width: 637px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"wp-image-6868 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/2019-07-22-15.06.56.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"637\" height=\"359\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/2019-07-22-15.06.56.jpg 637w, https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/2019-07-22-15.06.56-300x169.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 709px) 85vw, (max-width: 909px) 67vw, (max-width: 984px) 61vw, (max-width: 1362px) 45vw, 600px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-6868\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Bu da \u0130rlanda (&#8220;Derry Girls&#8221;\u00fc izleyin, izlettirin! 8)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Saat 10:27, check-out 12:00. Acelem yok, gidip bir puro t\u00fctt\u00fcreyim bari, <em>o s\u00fct kendi kendine bitmeyecek<\/em> Emre Efendi. Haydi bibi!<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_6873\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-6873\" style=\"width: 637px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"wp-image-6873 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/2019-07-20-17.14.00.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"637\" height=\"359\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/2019-07-20-17.14.00.jpg 637w, https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/2019-07-20-17.14.00-300x169.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 709px) 85vw, (max-width: 909px) 67vw, (max-width: 984px) 61vw, (max-width: 1362px) 45vw, 600px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-6873\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">(evvelki sene bu zamanlar, buras\u0131 i\u00e7in bkz. <a href=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/2017\/08\/24\/bana-kalbin-kadar-temiz-bu-sayfayi-ya-da-icler-dislar-carpimi\/\">evvelki sene bu zamanlardaki giri\u015fim<\/a>)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<hr \/>\n<p>Bonus: &#8220;He who smelt it, dealt it!&#8221; (ya da, &#8220;sen k\u0131rd\u0131n, sen \u00f6dersin!..&#8221; 8))<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_6874\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-6874\" style=\"width: 359px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"wp-image-6874 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/2019-07-20-13.30.34.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"359\" height=\"637\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/2019-07-20-13.30.34.jpg 359w, https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/2019-07-20-13.30.34-169x300.jpg 169w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 359px) 85vw, 359px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-6874\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">\u00a1El que la caga, la paga! (He\u00e7\u00e7\u00e7\u00e7!)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sonradan \u00f6n not: g\u00fcnl\u00fck bulamay\u0131nca mecburen buraya yazd\u0131m, direkt pas ge\u00e7ebilirsiniz, sadece benim tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m ki\u015filer hakk\u0131nda, sizlere hitap eden \u00e7ok bir \u015fey yok bu sefer&#8230; Bu seneki &#8220;akademik vazifemi&#8221; yapmak i\u00e7in, ge\u00e7en \u00e7ar\u015famba geldi\u011fim Bilbao&#8217;dan bir aksilik olmazsa yar\u0131n Ankara Ankara g\u00fczel Ankara&#8217;ya d\u00f6n\u00fcyorum. Genelde ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa dayanma s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131m iki hafta; bu sene birer haftal\u0131k, iki &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/2019\/07\/24\/bilbaodayim-takiliyorum-dogru-degil-seni-dusunuyorum\/\" class=\"more-link\">Okumaya devam et<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Bilbao&#8217;day\u0131m, tak\u0131l\u0131yorum \/ Do\u011fru de\u011fil, seni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum&#8230;&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[73],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6853"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6853"}],"version-history":[{"count":10,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6853\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6880,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6853\/revisions\/6880"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6853"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6853"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6853"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}