{"id":8203,"date":"2026-01-20T17:17:27","date_gmt":"2026-01-20T14:17:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/?p=8203"},"modified":"2026-01-20T17:26:03","modified_gmt":"2026-01-20T14:26:03","slug":"found","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/2026\/01\/20\/found\/","title":{"rendered":"& found."},"content":{"rendered":"\n

2000 y\u0131l\u0131nda tesad\u00fcfen bir film izlemi\u015ftim TV’de, “My Summer with Des<\/a>” (1998 yap\u0131m\u0131 imi\u015f): \u00e7ok \u00e7ok gen\u00e7 bir Rachel Weisz’\u0131 o filmde tan\u0131y\u0131p sevmi\u015ftim (belki de ilk filmidir ama kontrol etmeyece\u011fim \/ Rachel Weisz’\u0131 Mummy’de sevdim ama en \u00e7ok Lobster’da sevdim, \u00e7ok sevdim | Daniel Craig’le evliymi\u015f yaw… (k\u00f6t\u00fc anlamda s\u00f6ylemedim, garip anlamda s\u00f6yledim). Neyse. Film futbol filmi idi, ona ra\u011fmen sevdim (Fever Pitch’i ertesi sene (daha ertesi sene?), Ankara’da san\u0131r\u0131m sevgili Bet\u00fcl’den ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m DVD’si vesilesiyle izleyecektim). Adile Na\u015fit ka\u015flar\u0131 ile oradan oraya manic pixie girl edas\u0131yla u\u00e7u\u015furken \u00e7alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 kalbimi. 8) Birka\u00e7 ay sonra Cine5’te tekrar vereceklerini \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015ftim, tam da lisans\u0131n son s\u0131nav cumas\u0131n\u0131n ak\u015fam\u0131nda, Sui’lerde toplanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k, orada bir kez daha izlemi\u015ftim. nokta. Bir daha hi\u00e7 bulamad\u0131m ben “My Summer with Des”i. 3-4 senede bir interneti yoklad\u0131m, hi\u00e7 olmad\u0131. San\u0131r\u0131m telifle ilgili birtak\u0131m sorunlar olmu\u015ftu, CD’si, DVD’si \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131. Bir ara VHS \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f ama o kadar. Evvelsi g\u00fcnd\u00fc, yine akl\u0131ma geldi, bir bakay\u0131m dedim, dailymotion’da<\/a> rastlad\u0131m, inan\u0131r m\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z! (Mesutmu\u015f, kocas\u0131n\u0131 seviyormu\u015f, \/ Kendilerininmi\u015f evleri\u2026<\/a>)<\/em>. \u0130ndirdim hemen, VHS + tost makinesi \u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc ama olsun, niyet g\u00fczel olduktan sonra. Altyaz\u0131 yok tabii, gelecekte ya\u015f\u0131yor oldu\u011fumuzdan, indirdim openai’\u0131n whisper’\u0131n\u0131, verdim filmi, bir kula\u011f\u0131ndan film girdi, di\u011fer taraftan altyaz\u0131lar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 (GPU cay\u0131r cay\u0131r yan\u0131yordu bu arada, b\u00f6yle \u015f\u00f6minede \u00e7\u0131t\u0131r \u00e7\u0131t\u0131r, i\u00e7in i\u00e7in yanan odunlar misali dedi gen\u00e7 adam<\/s> birey).<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ki. Tom Waits’in Big Time alb\u00fcm\u00fc yanl\u0131\u015f hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorsam ilk ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m CD’dir (de\u011fil, de\u011fil, “Frank’s Wild Years” ilk CD’mdi ama “Big Time” da ilk be\u015ftedir (“Whale – We Care”, “Garbage – \u0130lk alb\u00fcm” di\u011fer ikisi hat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m). \u0130\u015fte onun \u00f6rne\u011fin arkada\u015flar aras\u0131 bir konser oldu\u011funu hep bilirdim ama sonra b\u00f6yle \u00e7ok nadir anlarda (YouTube daha bebekken) o etkinli\u011fin bir de d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn videosu bab\u0131nda, Ferhan \u015eensoy’un ilk zamanlar\u0131n\u0131n o k\u00f6t\u00fc \u00e7ekimli, daha da k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc, acemi mizansenli (Cem Y\u0131lmaz’\u0131n \u015fovu \u00f6ncesi herkesin i\u00e7inde tra\u015f oldu\u011fu ilk bir tat bir doku zamanlar\u0131 gibi \u00f6rne\u011fin) VHS kayd\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcleri \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu. O da akl\u0131ma geldi, haydi rastgele deyip a\u011f\u0131m\u0131 att\u0131m, internet ar\u015fivinde<\/a> bulduk onu da…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

III. Mart\u0131n sonunda Coleridge’in Kubilay Han’\u0131n\u0131n Borges \u00fczerinden yorumunu okurken hat\u0131rla(yama)d\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00f6nceki bahis. Onu buldum ama onun her \u015feyi zaten bir blog giri\u015finde vard\u0131, 10 ay sonras\u0131ndaki bana tek kalan bir yorum kondurmak oldu.<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

2000 y\u0131l\u0131nda tesad\u00fcfen bir film izlemi\u015ftim TV’de, “My Summer with Des” (1998 yap\u0131m\u0131 imi\u015f): \u00e7ok \u00e7ok gen\u00e7 bir Rachel Weisz’\u0131 o filmde tan\u0131y\u0131p sevmi\u015ftim (belki de ilk filmidir ama kontrol etmeyece\u011fim \/ Rachel Weisz’\u0131 Mummy’de sevdim ama en \u00e7ok Lobster’da sevdim, \u00e7ok sevdim | Daniel Craig’le evliymi\u015f yaw… (k\u00f6t\u00fc anlamda s\u00f6ylemedim, garip anlamda s\u00f6yledim). Neyse. … Okumaya devam et “& found.”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[11],"tags":[182],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8203"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8203"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8203\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8205,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8203\/revisions\/8205"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8203"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8203"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.emresururi.com\/blogs\/sururi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8203"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}